I fell in love with a whore....

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I will Survive

First I was afraidI was petrifiedKept thinking I could never livewithout you by my sideBut I spent so many nightsthinking how you did me wrongI grew strongI learned how to carry onand so you're backfrom outer spaceI just walked in to find you herewith that sad look upon your faceI should have changed my stupid lockI should have made you leave your keyIf I had known for just one secondyou'd be back to bother meGo on now go walk out the doorjust turn around now'cause you're not welcome anymoreweren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbyeyou think I'd crumbleyou think I'd lay down and dieOh no, not II will surviveas long as i know how to loveI know I will stay aliveI've got all my life to liveI've got all my love to giveand I'll surviveI will surviveIt took all the strength I hadnot to fall apartkept trying hard to mendthe pieces of my broken heartand I spent oh so many nightsjust feeling sorry for myselfI used to cryNow I hold my head up highand you see mesomebody newI'm not that chained up little personstill in love with youand so you felt like dropping inand just expect me to be freenow I'm saving all my lovingfor someone who's loving me

الهی سقف آرزوت خراب بشه روی سرش بیای ببینی که همه حلقه زدن دور و برش~

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خیلی حالم گرفته....دیشب روی یاهو بهش گفتم یه سوال دارم ازت....بعد نیم ساعت گفت: بله؟؟...انگاری یه غریبه هستم . از هفته پیش که دیدمش تا امروز 100 بار به اون مسج که برام گذاشته بود گوش کردم

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نه کسی تصمیم خودکشی را نمی گیرد.خودکشی با بعضی ها هست . در نهاد آنها هست , خودکشی با بعضی زاییده شده. من همیشه زندگی را مسخره گرفتم , دنیا , همه چیزش به چشم یک بازیچه , یک ننگ . می خواستم بخوابم و دیگر بیدار نشوم و خواب هم نبینم , ولی چون نزد همه مردم خودکشی یک کار عجیب و غریبی هست می خواستم سخت مریض کنم , مردنی و ناتوان بشوم تا بگویند مریض شد و مرد

صادق هدایت

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وقتی که دکتر و کول در آن مدرسه با ساختمان قدیمی قدم می زدند , کول از دکتر پرسید : میدونی قدیم ها اینجا چه می کردند? دکترجواب منفی داد کول گفت : اینجا مردم را دار میزدند

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حمید, حمید که می گفتند این بود....???!!!

یه قسمتی از فیلم قیصر هست که برادران آب منگل در حال دعوا با فرمان هستند , فرمان یک قصاب مورد احترام کاسب های زیر بازارچه بود و بسیار هم قوی هیکل . خلاصه بعد از اینکه منصور آب منگل که به خواهر فرمان و قیصر تجاوز کرده , فرمان را می کشد در دیالوگ فیلم خود میگوید : فرمان فرمان که می گفتند این بود???!!! .... و از آنروز به بعد این جمله به زبان عوام مردم می افتد

Above His bed .. He was waiting for the death

Passionate...

(...Three passions, simple but overwhelmingly strong, have governed my life: the longing for love, the search for knowledge, and unbearable pity for the suffering of mankind. These passions, like great winds, have blown me hither and thither, in a wayward course, over a great ocean of anguish, reaching to the very verge of despair...) Bertrand Russell

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During the governorship of Communist Party in soviet union , more than 20 million people had been executed or killed because of their political or religious views against the government and one of them was TheodorKarofski , a German novelist who was living in Leningrad.

He was on wanted list of KGB because of his articles against Stalin dictatorship , during the night that KGB Agents were going to capture him . He was alone there with his 2 kids from Lisa... After years he found out that she was a secret spy from KGB in his life to collect information about underground activities of him against Kremlin...Isn't it sad that....

they were behind the door.. he sent his 2 kids inside the closet upstairs....he knew that if they capture him alive , he won't be able to keep his mouth shut under torture , they came in and shouted : ....Get on the ground you asshole...they put hand cuff on his hands..

(...You think its over , just because I am dead..the games have just begun...)

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The Games Have Just Begun

(...When I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left and could say: I used everything you gave me...)

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It's been a while that I began to read philosophical books , especially from Friedrich Engels. He was a German philosopher and the co-author of Communist Party Manifesto with Karl Marx. I really like philosophy , It makes me feel stonger about myself and gives me enough courage to express my thoughts and feeling , if you read more , you can develop a strong foundation for your future , but Friedrich Engels says: An ounce of action is worth a ton of theory.