وقتی که دکتر و کول در آن مدرسه با ساختمان قدیمی قدم می زدند , کول از دکتر پرسید : میدونی قدیم ها اینجا چه می کردند? دکترجواب منفی داد کول گفت : اینجا مردم را دار میزدند

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حمید, حمید که می گفتند این بود....???!!!

یه قسمتی از فیلم قیصر هست که برادران آب منگل در حال دعوا با فرمان هستند , فرمان یک قصاب مورد احترام کاسب های زیر بازارچه بود و بسیار هم قوی هیکل . خلاصه بعد از اینکه منصور آب منگل که به خواهر فرمان و قیصر تجاوز کرده , فرمان را می کشد در دیالوگ فیلم خود میگوید : فرمان فرمان که می گفتند این بود???!!! .... و از آنروز به بعد این جمله به زبان عوام مردم می افتد

Above His bed .. He was waiting for the death

Passionate...

(...Three passions, simple but overwhelmingly strong, have governed my life: the longing for love, the search for knowledge, and unbearable pity for the suffering of mankind. These passions, like great winds, have blown me hither and thither, in a wayward course, over a great ocean of anguish, reaching to the very verge of despair...) Bertrand Russell

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During the governorship of Communist Party in soviet union , more than 20 million people had been executed or killed because of their political or religious views against the government and one of them was TheodorKarofski , a German novelist who was living in Leningrad.

He was on wanted list of KGB because of his articles against Stalin dictatorship , during the night that KGB Agents were going to capture him . He was alone there with his 2 kids from Lisa... After years he found out that she was a secret spy from KGB in his life to collect information about underground activities of him against Kremlin...Isn't it sad that....

they were behind the door.. he sent his 2 kids inside the closet upstairs....he knew that if they capture him alive , he won't be able to keep his mouth shut under torture , they came in and shouted : ....Get on the ground you asshole...they put hand cuff on his hands..

(...You think its over , just because I am dead..the games have just begun...)

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The Games Have Just Begun

(...When I stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that I would not have a single bit of talent left and could say: I used everything you gave me...)

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It's been a while that I began to read philosophical books , especially from Friedrich Engels. He was a German philosopher and the co-author of Communist Party Manifesto with Karl Marx. I really like philosophy , It makes me feel stonger about myself and gives me enough courage to express my thoughts and feeling , if you read more , you can develop a strong foundation for your future , but Friedrich Engels says: An ounce of action is worth a ton of theory.

باغ ایینه

چراغی به دستم، چراغی در برابرم:من به جنگ سیاهی می روم.گهواره های خستگی از کشکش رفت و آمدهاباز ایستاده اند،و خورشیدی از اعماق کهکشان های خکستر شده راروشن می کند.***فریادهای عاصی آذرخش -هنگامی که تگرگدر بطن بی قرار ابرنطفه می بندد.و درد خاموش وار تک -هنگامی که غوره خرددر انتهای شاخسار طولانی پیچ پیچ جوانه می زند.فریاد من همه گریز از درد بودچرا که من، در وحشت انگیز ترین شبها، آفتاب را به دعائی نومیدوار طلب می کرده ام.***تو از خورشید ها آمده ای، از سپیده دم ها آمده ایتو از اینه ها و ابریشم ها آمده ای.***در خلئی که نه خدا بود و نه آتشنگاه و اعتماد ترا به دعائی نومیدوار طلب کرده بودم.جریانی جدیدر فاصله دو مرگدر تهی میان دو تنهائی -[ نگاه و اعتماد تو، بدینگونه است!]***شادی تو بی رحم است و بزرگوار،نفست در دست های خالی من ترانه و سبزی است من برمی خیزم!چراغی در دستچراغی در دلم.زنگار روحم را صیقل می زنماینه ئی برابر اینه ات می گذارم تا از توابدیتی بسازم.

Lord

The trumpeters and singers joined in unison, as with one voice, to give praise and thanks to the LORD. Accompanied by trumpets, cymbals and other instruments, they raised their voices in praise to the LORD and sang: "He is good; his love endures forever." Then the temple of the LORD was filled with a cloud, and the priests could not perform their service because of the cloud, for the glory of the LORD filled the temple of God.

Pure reason

(...Immanuel Kant...)

This can never become popular, and, indeed, has no occasion to be so; for fine-spun arguments in favour of useful truths make just as little impression on the public mind as the equally subtle objections brought against these truths. On the other hand, since both inevitably force themselves on every man who rises to the height of speculation, it becomes the manifest duty of the schools to enter upon a thorough investigation of the rights of speculative reason, and thus to prevent the scandal which metaphysical controversies are sure, sooner or later, to cause even to the masses.

you are living with deaths brother

I remember when I moved out from my brother's house for the first time, I rented a room, where had the view of a cemetery. I used to go there every single night after work, there was an old grave digger , who was in charge of cleaning that place and dig new graves...after a while we became closed friends...Once I saw there candles on a lot graves..I asked that old man , whats the story of these candles . and he said : Those candles are for people who were afraid of darkness when they were alive and this is an old tradition in this cemetery that their families do it for them..I didn't go there for a week and I went there again the next Sunday , but morning this time and I asked for that guy, and he said : we don't have anyone by his name in here..I was like what the hell are you talking about?? I Used to talk to him every single night until last week right here.... and the guy said : you are living with deaths brother....

Eyes wide shut

(...The rich will do anything for the poor but get off their backs...)
Karl Marx.
He was sitting on the top of BMO building in Downtown, Toronto. He cried a lot before his last conversion with her, He told her, I will Call Pain tonight..but she didn't understand and laughed...People are running around down there , I can see that with my Camera..So many cops and fire fighters...and they are all trying to save my damn life.
I am Cancer for others , useless and like a corpse...I sometimes think about going somewhere so far , where no one knows me, I will be lost , disappeared,destroyed...Somewhere in the middle of China or a Scottish village ,some where in Amazon...Among strange people like poor countries of south America, when they just wear ragged clothes to cover themselves. I gave up everything , my love (who gave me a light heart attack at the age of 19) and my future and my dreams...I wanted to become a cop one day....funny.. right?
Never..ever become obsessed with a Girl that you really love, No matter how hot she is or even how much she seems to like you, When you meet a girl that you think you may be really getting into, the best thing to do is to go out and meet even more girls to keep your mind off of her.

Man ye ashghalam

I give up (Part 1)

(..Brain Storm of a Psycho...)

O Lord...What a discussing world,when people laugh at some one's crippled leg or when they ridicule your tears..What do you expect from them? It's all the matter of money , If you don't have money....people don't even spittle on your face..now just think about other stuff. When she says : Don't do anything regarding me ,That means I don't give fuck about you.

When I saw her for the first time,I didn't realize that I could get this much deep, I was totally in a separate reality...In dreams when you feel that you love someone, you put her in front of everything, your life, your future....YOU RISK IT ALL....I find it kind of sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had. The fact that you express all of your your love to someone is not the guarantee of same expression from her , so don't expect reciprocal love.

Hamsafar

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Specify People's value

How do you specify people's value? what is your standard? I believe the most important thing in any relationship is the quantity of their offer to sacrifice for eachother, no matter what the consequences are...Imagine you are in the war zone under enemy's fire , your friend is behind the embankment and he is extremely injured , you are so sure that if you comeback there to help your friend , you will be death... If you risk it , you are the one.

I believe if you can give up money , you can do anything in your life , If you help others without asking any question and love them unconditionally, If you only have $100 and your friend asks you for $150 , then you even sell your watch to make that money,.... you are the one.

If your friend has been sentenced to death for some reason and you pretend to be guilty instead of him,..... you are the one. If you jump in front of your friend in front of bullet..... you are the one.

If you die for your enemies.............

(....to be continued....)

1408

Hello everyone.

Last night I went to a movie (ocean's thirteen) . that was extremely boring and stupid, I didn't enjoy that at all and when I got home , I joined my brother's familly and bunch of friends to watch the movie named : 1408.

It was about a guy who has done alot of surveys about paranormal phenamenon and he wants to be in the room number 1408 , where is famous because its possession by ghosts and whoever have been there so far have commited suicide.

That was a good movie in the first 30 mins , but after that there was too much fake , like flood or earthquake in a bedroom, but overall , it wont be waste of time to watch it.

New season of my weblog

Hello everyone.

I almost wiped off 90% of my weblog, because I am on a new stage in my life....

7th Band

Mad world